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Birthday: 8/8/1988
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

ok....here's the deal...I just wrote a song...but I don't think I'm gonna use this site anymore so go to darklovely8

thank you....muah

:.casper.:


Monday, January 03, 2005

new poem for the new year...woot.

SOMETHING FOR THE PAIN

choose your poison carefully, spin me one more lie.
sticking to the web you've spun, sickness in your cries.
I drew a box around you, you never touched an edge.
Something for the headache please,(free) perscriptiopns for every word you've said.
Drown in your perfect image,(this time)I'm not helping you swim.
Your hands and face pressed agianst the mirror,don't fall in.

please leave me comments....I love comments....

:.casper.:


Friday, December 17, 2004

two poems in the same month? she's gone mad!...

..ok so here's a bit of information about the song you're about to read....

...It's supposed to be really slow and it's about my stepdad who died last summer from cancer...I've been missing him a lot lately so I thought it would only be appropriate that I wrote a song for him...since he was more of a dad to me than my real one...I've named it lighthouses and coffee filters because he didnt write a will because he was too sick to comprehend that he was dieing....he loved light houses and all he drank was coffee....about a week after he died I found one of his coffee filters (not used) in the cabinet..I knew it was his because he's the only one that drank coffee in this house...I kept it as a reminder of him I gues yu could say....so I know the tittle sounds stupid but it's not...It has a meaning behind it... so now on to the song!

LIGHTHOUSES AND COFFEE FILTERS

realize the sky has gone away
curse the day you new its name
be brave
broken angel
be brave

(chorus)
Stone angel.cry. manufactured tears
experience far beyond your years
smile angel
a lie
away fly wingless angel to die

Paint the words
bleeding colors unheard
far too simple to say
chin up angel
be brave

(chorus)
Stone angel.cry.manufactured tears
experience far beyond your years
smile angel
a lie
away fly wingless angel to die

 

so that's all folks...please tell me what you think...

:.casper.:


Wednesday, December 01, 2004

so here is a new poem..finally...I hope this whole writer's block thing clears up soon..I hate writing a poem or a song months apart from my last one...but oh well..no matter I have one for you all now...tell me what you think...

THE HUMAN CONDITION

So this is it,this is your heart.
In its design,it falls apart.
Self-inflicting, close the door yet again.
The words you speak,you cannot comprehend.
But I've been staring at the glass as it breaks.
What a lovely sound, what a picture it would make.
As you can see these colors are bleeding.
These same colors cause you tears, reduce your eyes tp weeping.
And in an instant, you have a secret not worth keeping.
The only thing you have ever kept,
Is the very same you are willing to loose.
In this moment it is the drug,the drug we all abuse.
It seems the words fashioned to save you can kill yu as well.
walk alone in this stark place,as you find another soul to sell. 

:.casper.:


Sunday, November 14, 2004

so here's the new song..wow I haven't written one in quite a while...Please please please tell me if there is anything at all I need to change or anything else...just tell me what you think...

THE LETTER I NEVER WROTE

So many things I, wish to say now.
So many more I, cannot explain.
So goodnight my love,Iv'e gone to sleep.
Sincerely yours, not yours to keep.
I'll close my eyes,-and no, not tonite.
Tomorrow's almost here. 
It's not my choice.

I've seen your face love.
A horrid sight.
(and) I beg for the stars, to bring back the night.
So I'm leaving you the way you were.
before.I.destroyed your life.
Goodnight my broken heart.
Try not to cry.
As I fight to close my eyes.

Crawling out of this hole.
That you've so kindly, burried me in.
Under the earth.
Forced to again begin.

And doesn't it kill you?
And doesn't it kill you?

I've seen your face love.
A horrid sight.
(and) I beg for the stars, to bring back the night.
So I'm leaving you the way you were.
before.I.destroyed your life.
Be strong my breaking heart.
try not to cry.
As I fight to close my eyes.

Goodnight my love,Goodnight my heart.
It's killing me.
I can now see.
everything I've been hiding from.

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